Yes, This is Christmas

Christmas Day is almost here and I am grateful that I have made it this far. I continue to give and try to do right by everybody, but I often wonder if there is anybody out there consciously trying to do right by me. I feel like I've been cheated out of the life that I was supposed to have, but blessed nonetheless. I am grateful that God, in his infinite wisdom, knew that I would be in this place and had already prepared the way for me and even though the way seems dark at times, I can rest assured that He has my back, and my front and both of my sides. I continue to pray for wisdom, peace and the strength to endure until the end, when we will all be better for the trials.